>>1749816I am not doing shit anyway. Despite all this I feel I am not fit for a relationship anyway. I am 26 but I have the maturity of a 13 year old little bitch (at least in some aspects).
I could deal with regret. I have this things about regrets. You can't really regret what was once your own decision. Like, if I decide to blow her off for whatever reason, I won't be able to regret that one day because it was my own decision to do so. I hope this makes sense.
>>1749850Not agreeing with your woman hate but you are probably right with the not going for her.