i understand the thread theme but hopping here to be depressed isnt going to fix anything, so instead of this you could make a "how do i not be depressed" thread which would yield positive suggestions on how to fix your problem
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>>17504913 said is correct and if you
>>17505064 then find something to do, doesnt have to be meaningful or anything, learn baking, origami, make a silly little website, whatever you can to occupy your time and maybe even learn a skill in the process