>I lied to you. I still have intrusive thoughts, I'm still angry at society, and I still want to see it burn to the ground. There was no improvement in these months, I just pretended to go outside more often but nothing changed and I frankly thing nothing will ever change unless i'm to be treated with radical measures in a mental hospital. The only thing that changed is that I'm not taking it out on sexual minorities anymore because often they are victims of this nightmarish society and I don't believe in the stupid right wing narratives anymore. I still think me and countless young men like me have had their self-esteem and chances to succeed in life crushed by the weight of the absurd expectations this disgusting gynocentric society places on us. Why else would men be forced to fight in a war against their neighbors while women get to flee to Europe in countries like Ukraine? Because we as men are more disposable and hold less value as human beings in the modern day I guess. I've had male friends in Ukraine who had to part with their mothers and sisters while being locked ALONE in war zones. Do you call this shit fair, progressive and egalitarian? Or do you only care for the rights of the people you choose to acknowledge? The same narrative is being spun all over the fucking western world, we men are constantly downtrodden, ostracized and sacrificed while women get to leave without even putting up a fight. I'm not saying women should be killed, I'm saying your fucking liberal society is a blatant lie, and so is the kind of "gender equality" you're supporting in your liberal movements.