>>17608844Whenever I feel like killing myself, I do drugs. I switch it up, don't do the same type of drug more than twice a week: alcohol friday and saturday, hash on sunday, opioids monday and wednesday, dissociatives or some other hallucinigen on tuesday and thursday. Sometimes stimulants on thursday if I'm behind on work for the week.
Anyway, I go on a polydrug bender like this a few times a year, after a couple weeks I end up going back to being sober and being okay with life. Sometimes I have to cap it off with a large dose of magic mushrooms to makw the transition back to normal life.
Really don't understand how people kill themselves without first going on a hedonistic chemical vacation.
