>be me circa 2003
>parents always told me to always square up if someone starts shit
>but I don't like violence, always tried talking out of everything
>grew up with a chick friend
>didn't bother to ask her out because I was like 9 at the time and didn't have the time or free will to date
>always listened to me no matter how shitty the story was and never put me down for anything
>move away suddenly to cuckrado
>have no friends
>got my ass kicked in a fight over my stolen bike
>she was the only one who comforted me after
>"Don't worry anon, those kids mean absolutely nothing to us."
>all of them mock me for unknown reasons
>cried for loyal friend to come and spend time with me for at least an hour but spoke via skype every week
>be me, 17 and in high school
>anxiety hits me like a fucking bomb
>worried that I'll never get ahead in life having no friends backing me the fuck up or getting math right
>talk to chick friend
>talk to her about how shitty life is right now as usual
>she responds, "to be quite frank with you anon, I wanted to leave you a long ass fucking time ago. All you're good for is bitching, complaining, and moping, and you're sad as fuck. You're so problematic it's not even funny." or some shit like that. But most of it was just insults about me being bullied constantly at school.
>I ask her, "Why? I thought you were my friend. Nobody's ever given me that chance at all to have friends. You were always there."
>I try with all my strength to tell her that she's a dick for leaving me like this
>she also responds, "by the way I have a way more promising boyfriend that actually can be with me for the rest of the time I'm in my town. You're in colorado. It doesn't count."
>you fucking dick
>ends up backstabbing me in the most intense way possible
>move on
>end up failing, hurts all over, smokes pot to escape reality and just forget
