>>17673122sorry, but I am not the air conditioner man
I think I've actually broken the aryan soul that was given to me after I lost my first one. It's not that I no longer pursue excellence - I do, but my own personal satisfaction from doing so is hollow. I lost a person very important to me recently, and ever since then I feel like I've fallen into a void of moral relativity, with no grounding to rely upon. I've not lost all direction, but in this weightless place inertia will inevitably take me to a place that I don't want to go. I would grasp earnestly at the light of Satori's cuteness, but the rot upon my very essence is so vile, I fear (with a degree of arrogance, I am sure) that it might taint even her perfection.
And yet, here I am, enamored by just how cute Satori is once again, like a moth drawn to a flame. With any luck, it will burn me to death before I do too much harm.
