>>17696236Yes and no. I’m stable and functioning but I still struggle. Wake up in the night screaming or sweating sometimes. I’m highly racist against people who speak Arabic or Farsi and can’t handle seeing it or people speaking it around me. If I get an Uber with someone speaking it I ask them to let me out and cancel the ride instead of yelling at them.
I have many carry overs that help me cope like wearing my boots every day.
All in all I’m better but not cured. Never will be but I manage.
The guys at the bar help a lot. They get it and they give great advice on how to cope.
