I'm hungry so should go to store and buy some food stuffs. But what do I do after I come back home and eat them foodz? I can't go to sleep for 2-3 hours because of GERD. What the fuck should I do? Why does everything feels so utterly pointless? Life is nothing but a constant chase after your next fix of feel good hormones. Sometimes I wish I was terminally ill or something like that, I know I shouldn't and I know I should be thankful for my life.