>>1772968Gentle reminder that pedophilia is a choice.
The only thing that you would deserve to die for is child molestation, not your thoughts and masturbation though. You should however seek ways to completely stop doing the latter (masturbating to kids) because it's what has fully enabled your pedophilia. All men are somewhat pedophilic to varying degrees as all studies have shown but only a few, like you, have actually embraced pedophilia. It could be the result of childhood molestation in order to cope with/prevent trauma or simply the result of teenage hypersexuality which has led to this specific sexual perversion. No one is born a pedophile, stop repeating this lie, there are no "pedophile babies" or "pedophile toddlers", you simply become one through experiences. All healthy humans should naturally develop a sexual attraction to non-prepubescent humans of the opposite gender, anything else is a failure of this natural development.
As long as you don't attempt to rationalize child molestation, realize the corruption of children is wrong and don't plan to engage in it, you should not hate yourself, feel like a bad person nor listen to the evil hysterical witch-hunters who'd like to torture you for having wrong thoughts. Just understand that those thoughts can be curbed, all you need is will and so I cannot hate you for being too weak to overcome your lust while not hurting anyone.
Keep in mind that the first step is very simpIe, as I said: stop masturbating to kids (whether it's 3D or 2D)
This is the only way you can truly help yourself and until you've tried that with persistence, you cannot say "I've tried", if you've tried and failed, try again until you stop completely (masturbating to kids) but never give up, that is, if you really want to stop having a pedophilic sexuality.
I wish you the best of luck.
