>>17755419That's because that's not wizardry, that's stupidity.
Harry Potter defeats his enemies with a wand, you have guns and they're better.
Gandalf can summon fire with nothing but a pinecone, you have cigarette lighters and paper.
A wizard in pathfinder can manipulate minds, conjure objects, summon creatures, you can do all of that, it's not even difficult for you, you just choose not to.
Everything is magic, because nothing is magic, the difference between a wizard and a normie is the wizard knows this. A magical spell is just the process by which the wizard imparts his will upon reality, and there is literally nothing stopping you from doing the same.
You ARE a wizard. You can do whatever you want, you just need to figure out how. But figuring out how is not what's holding you back. Your problem is you don't know what you want.
Chances are you don't actually want that much, and are perfectly content ruling as a God over the inside of your own mind. It's not the limits to your power that is holding you back, it's just lack of a reason to use it.