Ok look I know this only semi-fits in with this board but it is actually a political thing kinda and I just need to know

>dear fujoshi: firstly, I want to assure you that this is not a fantasy/fetish thread. Quite frankly I am disgusted at the idea of fornication with another man let alone with a woman watching me so you can be assured that this is just an autist who wants to learn more about people he finds weird (no hard feelings though.) So anyway here are my questions feel free to skip any you dont want to answer.

I'd prefer answers from your own viewpoint than from scientific studies but both put together are best and I'll take studies as well

>what is it like
>does it mingle or clash with your politics?
>is it more linked to sadism or masochism
>how closely is it linked to being a cuckoldress
>how closely does it link to being a cuckqueen
>how closely does it link to ideas of a gay new world order
>how open are you about it
>when did you find out you had this fetish
>where do you think you got it from and when
>are you straight or bi
>how manly/feminine do you want the top/bottom to be (if there is one)
>how does it effect your self esteem
>what is your self esteem level at
>do you think you can change
>do you want to change
>do you think people accept you more or less
>have you ever asked to watch 2 or more men go at it if yes what did they say
>what part of it turns you on
>do you have any other kinks/fetishes
>do you have any other information you think I would appreciate if so please list (keep it relevant though)

Any fellow autists who want to ask more questions in the comments are welcome to but please keep it respectful (dont be a coomer faggot)