>>17805782>i had to look for month to find an easy and effective solution, and i am fairly confident that it will work.care to share?
>if lack of a future or life options is your main motivation for suicide>you should attempt to change your life firsttried several times
but the thing is, the world is survival of the fittest, only the strongest one can pass their genes, and im not the one
i lost nearly everything, starting with simply friends, ending with loss of parents and one more relative in a car accident in 2021
almost died of overdosing at that point, was in mental hospital for several months, and once i was let to get out, the war started, hence ending my remaining chances of making it out
not that i am stupid or anything (i am now), i was extremely lucky to be born next to a best school and my town, and by law, they were obliged to let me in, i was one of the best performing students here, everyone predicted me a good future
if a bitch ass laptop from 2015, grannys wacky house and dead end job is a good future, then they were right