>>17835101>have you actually made a serious attempt though?well not myself, i think it was more of impulsive thing
i almost died of overdosing, i just felt this undescribeable feeling that im about to pass out, it was fucking scary, i would say terrifying so i called an ambulance
shortly before that i was hitting myself with syringes, luckily (or not, shouldve finished it (but i could end up disabled)) in the legs
>survival instinct is like this deep, primal anxiety that overpowers your entire body and completely paralyses youye i know
im looking for a way to disable it sмh
