I have never had sex with a guy and think gay sex is disgusting
Yet I have developed some degree of bisexual thoughts
the gay feelings won't go away.
I just want to feel somone deep inside me and treat me like his cum dumpster
I want to stop because my /pol/ mind knows this is wrong
It usually goes away 100% when post nut
I've installed grindr a few times and spoke to men about letting them have their way with me but I keep blocking people then uninstalling when I'm no longer horny and I come to my senses. Everyone wants to meet the next day, I need a dick to right infront of me before I remember I shouldn't be doing this
I know there's tons of guys out there who have the same problem but ofcourse would never admit to it
I even try to swallow my own cum but have only succeeded a few times