I have people in my life who keep pushing the image of me being smart, when my brain is a complete cluster fuck that can barely remember more than 4 digits/items in his head at a time. It's the autism adhd bullshit probably. One moment I'm doing extremely well thinking wise, movement wise, skill wise. This applies to sports, games, problem solving, anything that requires attention and focus. Other times my brain is complete garbage. It's like I'm rolling a fucking dice in my head. I'm an inconsistent mess and it shows even in my Wais-iv scores. I can never compete in anything seriously because I can never trust my own brain.