>>17885171then stop obsessing. simple as. get a hobby. or a job. pay taxes. contribute to society. find a gf. buy a house. stop being a burden on your states welfare system. stop being a useless jones-esque fountain of inane garbage nonsense. this is unhealthy for you and whether you realize or not, it indicates that you are nearly infinitely more likely than me to blow your brains out over some random queer guy on a shitposting image board.
seek help.