>>17902862your bone structure and fat distribution is very obviously male, everyone will be able to tell who has an IQ of 80 or above
you will spend countless hours painstakingly shaving every inch of body hair that will be prickly and hard within 12 hours as it rapidly grows back
you will feel terrible all the time because testosterone is essential to mood regulation, sleep, and energy in males
you will age faster with lowered testosterone as well, but funnily enough the 5 o clock shadow will never go away even with plummeted test
You will be stuck in limbo, a failure of a man and a failure of a "woman", your sexual selection pool will be exclusively fetishists, (literal) retards, and ultra low confidence bisexual men.
Your chances of finding a healthy long term love will be virtual zero, then you will die miserable
that's what being trans is, so GLHF
Or improve your life and just be gay which is what you are. You can be a gay conservative honest person who doesn't do bad things, now doesn't that sound much better?