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Why is the only time I can feel anything when i’m in a synthetic mood caused by drugs of some kind.
I go to the gym, I eat healthy, get plenty of cardio, and i’m social at least at work
but I find myself alone every night, I have trouble sleeping, i’ve deleted all forms of social media
I just want to live my life, but i’m so wrapped up in politics and my job to even figure out what I want in life, how do you know how you’re supposed to live the one life you have on this Earth if we’re not even purpose driven anymore, just consumers. Am I supposed to just chase the next material item? Race to the finish line? I don’t even know how people meet new people, I know almost no one outside of work and my family and even they I have trouble connecting with. Why am I so alone, the only thing that makes sense anymore is watching.
I go to the gym, I eat healthy, get plenty of cardio, and i’m social at least at work
but I find myself alone every night, I have trouble sleeping, i’ve deleted all forms of social media
I just want to live my life, but i’m so wrapped up in politics and my job to even figure out what I want in life, how do you know how you’re supposed to live the one life you have on this Earth if we’re not even purpose driven anymore, just consumers. Am I supposed to just chase the next material item? Race to the finish line? I don’t even know how people meet new people, I know almost no one outside of work and my family and even they I have trouble connecting with. Why am I so alone, the only thing that makes sense anymore is watching.
