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get outside of yourself and discover a new side of who you are. become more. a big reason of why you could hate yourself is because you identify too much with this person that you think you are, and feel almost stuck being that person. that's not the case at all because the potential for change is always present, you just need to take the opportunity to seize it.
often times, it's in states of flow that the boundary between your being and the happening action is blurred. it's an amazing tool to help forget yourself in pursuit of something greater than you. you are no longer defined by the past traumas that haunt you, but by the actions you commit to in the present moment. it is freedom.
so, either sit with your feelings because it's comfortable to do so and numb them with instant gratification, or try and push yourself to take a risk, and seek out that new thing to help shed off those chains that bind you. it is a learning curve, and for sisyphus, his mountain, but it is within the struggle itself, inching ever closer to that achievement, that true joy is to be found. i hope this makes sense.