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>ask girl out
<get rejected
>ask girl out
<get rejected
>ask girl out
<get rejected
At some point it destroyed my self steem, and i had to ask myself, is it something wrong with me? I have a good hygiene, im not extremely overwheigt, my clothes aren't trendy but they are always clean. I'm not a bad person, violent or prone to empty flattering. Then what's wrong with me?
And then it was so clear.. I'm short (5'5) and I'm not extremely handsome, women only want the best of the best, they won't settle for their looksmatch, they would rather stay single or sharing an "alpha" with other women than having a normal guy like me for themselves. And look I have tried to ignore it, i focused in myself, i stopped pursuing women, but next month I'm going to be 30 years old and i can't just ignore the fact that I tried and tried and TRIED and improve myself and changed as much as I could change but no results. It's so frustrating, I'm not even picky. Men like me aren't even entitled to have standards.
And the bank finally approved my loan for a house and I was thinking, should i take this responsability? At the end of the day no family would live in my house, it's emptiness would be nothing but a reminder that i failed to find someone. I'm feeling like a failed male, i feel that i failed not to me but my Dad and my entire family. I'm feeling so sad, I did everything society told me to do, where is my reward? Where is my wife? My heir? They give me nothing in return for my hard work. I don't want to contribute to this society anymore. I had enough, I'm going to do the bare minium from now on. I wasted my entire youth for a society that didn't care about me.
<get rejected
>ask girl out
<get rejected
>ask girl out
<get rejected
At some point it destroyed my self steem, and i had to ask myself, is it something wrong with me? I have a good hygiene, im not extremely overwheigt, my clothes aren't trendy but they are always clean. I'm not a bad person, violent or prone to empty flattering. Then what's wrong with me?
And then it was so clear.. I'm short (5'5) and I'm not extremely handsome, women only want the best of the best, they won't settle for their looksmatch, they would rather stay single or sharing an "alpha" with other women than having a normal guy like me for themselves. And look I have tried to ignore it, i focused in myself, i stopped pursuing women, but next month I'm going to be 30 years old and i can't just ignore the fact that I tried and tried and TRIED and improve myself and changed as much as I could change but no results. It's so frustrating, I'm not even picky. Men like me aren't even entitled to have standards.
And the bank finally approved my loan for a house and I was thinking, should i take this responsability? At the end of the day no family would live in my house, it's emptiness would be nothing but a reminder that i failed to find someone. I'm feeling like a failed male, i feel that i failed not to me but my Dad and my entire family. I'm feeling so sad, I did everything society told me to do, where is my reward? Where is my wife? My heir? They give me nothing in return for my hard work. I don't want to contribute to this society anymore. I had enough, I'm going to do the bare minium from now on. I wasted my entire youth for a society that didn't care about me.
