>>17957596ive lived a life of sociopathic gaming since i was a kid, while i cannot relate to losing connections to people i can assure you that this lifestyle can be fulfilling! as long as you do what you enjoy and live comfortably it will always be manageable. you don't need to be rich or famous, just keep the little things that bring you joy and have fun playing games. finding happiness in the small things takes time to get used to but it will work out in time!
maybe finding some online friends to play with will speed up the progress? if you're willing to take the chance of playing vidya with another 4chan user then I'm available!