I’m in my mid 30s and my last few gfs were alt girls 18-22 and were huge sluts who would let me do anything to them. I pissed in their asses and fucked their ass with the piss still in it till I came, gaped their assholes several inches, they drank my pee, etc

Now how the hell am I ever going to be satisfied with a normal girl after pushing all these limits? It’s like when you get addicted to porn and can’t quit and it just gets worse.

Every time I will have sex with this hypothetical beautiful well adjust tradwife I will have flashbacks to pissing all over alt girls with big septums and choppy hair and fishnets