It's been a couple of years since my bestfriend and ex-girlfriend passed away. i really tried to move on and not let it haunt me and drag me down but it can't anymore. I'm starting to cry myself to sleep thinking about her. i miss her idk what to do. i tried talking to people about it and nothing worked. I've known her since i was like 8 and knowing someone like that for so long just to go like that really hurts. i feel hopeless and alone