>>18212551Today is my birthday, I turn the ripe-old age of 24. As I reflect on my life, I can't help but feel that I haven't accomplished much. I don't have any close friends or much of a social life. I took some classes to get a temporary job that doesn’t pay me like shit but the job market is kind of tight right now and I’m having trouble finding a job. I believe that getting a stable job and having some structure in my life could improve my situation, but the slow progress and the fear of growing older are making me restless and anxious. I’m envious of the people who had a smoother ride through life and are already making a name for themselves at my age, they probably had more privileges, supportive parents, and meaningful connections with friends, something I feel I lack. Any pointers before I freak out LOLE LOLE LOLE it doesn’t have to be something deep or meaningful just some reassurance that I’ll be fine is okay. I still need to do a lot of things with my life and I’m optimistic to some degree so don’t think I’ll be a NEET loser forever…
I’m only asking you this because you’re older by at least a decade (I think) and you seem to know what you’re doing unlike me. There’s something comforting about being around older people who have their shit together so sorry if I’m bothering you. And sorry for making this so sudden but I get catharsis from typing out my thoughts.
