>>18210538What you enjoy is your sin. Satanism deceives you and it gives you the delusion that your sin does not bring consequences. God has spoken on this subject and his word is final: The wages of sin is death. It is why we die and he has determined eternity in hell as the appropriate punishment for our sin against God.
God has also described your current state in this passage. You refuse to come to the light because your deeds are evil. In fact you celebrate your rebellion: John 3:19-21
[19] And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. [20] For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. [21] But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God.”
God is also perfect in love. He showed that love when he came to earth in the person of Jesus Christ 2000 years ago. He died on the cross bearing sin on his body. 3 days after his death he physically resurrected from the dead and ascended into Heaven. Whoever believes in him shall he saved, their sins forgiven, they’ll be transformed from within and adopted as one of God’s children.
Repent of your sin and turn to Christ anon you will find him to be a perfect savior.