How the fuck do you anons do it? Day after day, the same routine, the same job, the same thing over and over until you die and either just fade out of existence or find out God is real and you're now in hell for eternity. life drains so hard I want to die just to get it over with. society is getting more and more insane by each passing day. why do I want to live to 80 if pedophilia is probably going to be legal by time I'm 50? literally what man made horrors await us at the end of our lives is beyond imagination.

I want to die to get it over with, but becoming nothingness it's self or even burning in hell sounds just as bad as modern day America. what do?