i had another nightmare of being a godly being
to be honest i'm not sure whether to call it a nightmare, because in a way it seems like the world i want, but all the things in my life that i enjoy become the things i avoid to hide my shame from in my dreams
i hate these nightmares, because even though they're terrible for my mental state, i enjoy being in them too much, because when i'm there it feels like i'm more "me" than the awake me, so i overslept too much again