>>18303924probably
it's the second time I'm deleting thousands of hand picked material but this time it's because i've realized there is too much good porn out there so it's a futile endevour in the long run and clinging to glorified pixels, managing thousands of them and sorting them even though i'm at brst ever going to spend 5 seconds total looking at each of them is really putting to much responsibility on myself
I'm approaching quasi OCD levels of data management and tidiness of my computation and upkeeping this is putting a massive toll on my time, sanity and taking away attention from me for no reason and even more so the pursue of expanding the collection
The first time i did and it took me good few years to relapse was when i realized how worthless of a hedonistic activity porn is and how bad it's for your body and mind (speaking from experience) but with 0 human interaction it's somewhat difficult to avoid it or you'd end up socializing and it's not like i have anything to strive for so it'd make sense for me to keep healthy and sane instead of entertained but i'm talking about hedonism in general and not porn specifically so that'd be 4chan anime books art music etc.
it's not like you can avoid hedonism in currentyear and live a good normalfag life because 90 yos are on tiktok and every single person spends majority of their waking hours online or consooming
>>18302271i could do that
