>>1834913Ah. I've been there. Both my brother and I have been through some tough times. It's important to push yourself. Even if you don't want to do something, you have to do it anyway.
You've made an set of unfortunate habits, and you have to unmake them, now. Try and set small goals for yourself and do your best to follow up on them.
It seems like a bunch of banal platitudes, but it's important in making the changes you want. Eventually you'll find yourself having more energy, and feeling better waking up in the morning.
One thing that I find important to fixing things is understanding that you have to take it one day at a time if you want to make things better. Keep that in mind, and stick to it, and you'll see results.