>>1844278I'm not sure, but with years of depression and existential crisis and knowing that the eternal darkness (and peace if you will) is a guarantee, and will happen regardless. With all this in mind, i'm slowly convincing myself nothing matters and not get upset over dumb shit, while at the same time try to enjoy things, and do things i want to do, and just don't give a shit what others think. Slowly... Slowly... One day i will truly enjoy my limited time.