>>18509250If you remember i sometimes took a while to respond as well so don't worry about it. I am happy that you wrote to me... it's true, I can't believe how lucky i am to make friends, since i thought i would be alone forever. But i don't know why you consider yourself not one of them like this and say that you're not worthy of me. You are my friend and i consider you worthy of my time, of course i do, you made me laugh and smile many times and you were also the source of distress when i thought that would be taken away, if you remember that one time you filtered me some months ago because i posted something personal to you even tho you told me not to, i felt physically ill because i thought one of my friends never wanted to talk to me again since i had wronged him. But then i was overjoyed when you said you regretted it and we made up!!! I want desperately to make up again... i also had wetness in my eyes at various points. I think you have it in your head that you are going to be alone forever, or in your words you are not being worthy of being a friend to others or to me, and even tho its not true you have your view confirmed.
>So don't think about it anymore.Nope. you will always be my friend and i won't forget you even if i tried, not sorry...and i really really want you to come back and accept that i want you to be my friend because i miss you and i miss talking to you, there are things that happen in my life that i want to tell posho about because they are connected to you, like how i finally got to pet the cat in my neighbourhood in the same way you got to pet sage
I'm also mentally unwell and i take the antidepressants, I have for years which may influence the idea of wholesome britty. But if you remember for a while i kept telling you to take them because i think you have a chemical imbalance that makes you sad and i dont like seeing you sad, so im glad you did and hopefully it will help you
Good night and i will talk more to you <3
