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sometimes i think about what life would be like if we all laid down our arms and armor and truly just accepted each other as we are but i cant see such a thing even being possible

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Anonymous ID:J9/pvbmA Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:07:02 No.18495658 Report

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Well since i don’t have friends or family to talk with I will abuse this as blogpost
Feel free to ignore

I feel lonely and my chest feels bad
He threatened he would give up his job if I leave did I overreact?
I love him but at the same time I’m very tired of his emotional outbreaks
I just want a normal relationship without all of this nonsense and I don’t think I can get that with him.
I’m easy to love and get attached to and I’m reasonably cute i could get another Chonky bf easily.
But we have been together for a long time already and my heart feels heavy or is this normal for breakups and the worrying.
On the other hand I couldn’t even open up to him anymore and open communication became an impossible thing maybe I just got used being in his presence

Maybe it’s already too broken and I should stop worrying push my feelings away and move on, maybe those things that happened in the past can’t be fixed and would always linger in the air

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Anonymous ID:J9/pvbmA Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:08:14 No.18495665 Report

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>>18495625
That would be heaven
No more abuse no more stupid games being played
Just seeking out each others company or and love and validation
A fantasy world

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Anonymous ID:usl7R3ub Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:09:19 No.18495672 Report

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>>18495665
i still continued thinking about it but that temporary peace would be ended the nano second someone was jealous of someone else for hugging someone more than someone else, like social dynamics work against such a thing

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Anonymous ID:J9/pvbmA Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:11:09 No.18495679 Report

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>>18495672
Yeah this idea is like communism
Great in theory but would never work out in real life

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Anonymous ID:J9/pvbmA Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:23:25 No.18495768 Report

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I didn’t want things to escalate like this I only didn’t want to be treated badly
I have no way of knowing if this would have even lasted after this month for a bit longer but the time that went well was very nice and comfy

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Anonymous ID:J9/pvbmA Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:24:39 No.18495776 Report

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But then again there was much more times where it was hell and I don’t wanna go back to those times for no cost in the world

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Anonymous ID:xthgIdiE Wed 23 Aug 2023 17:25:48 No.18495785 Report

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It's My Heaven :)

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Anonymous ID:VVijveJk Wed 23 Aug 2023 18:16:51 No.18496139 Report

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>>18495573
up

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Anonymous ID:sIyIXGJy Wed 23 Aug 2023 19:02:38 No.18496485 Report

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>>18495573
stop craving for love

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