>>1851342I had a horrible nightmare today
It started pretty great, I got closer to the girl I like and we had lots of fun
Then a friend tried to warn me that she was a guy once (she obviously wasn't/isn't in reality) but I wouldn't listen/care
We got closer and when we started to cuddle I felt that she was indeed he in the dream
I was In shock and run away and hid at first
It felt like hours or days would pass where I would observe my feelings and got to the point of trying it anyway
So I got back to her and tried to talk about it and she hurt me with everything she said out of what felt like pure sadism
In my dreams some days would pass where I would feel hard, but friends would atleast comfort me
Then I met her again for random reasons and she would follow me around making fun of me
I felt really helpless and couldn't do anything to get away from it, she even followed me into my home
After what felt like hours I woke up shivering and freezing and it felt so fucking real that I needed two minutes to realize it was just a dream, I shivered for 5 more minutes anyway
I still feel kinda shitty and I slept 5 hours at max