>>18542939>>18542939>Don’t you know you have to wake up in 6 hours to go make schlomo more money?I've slept 5 to 6 hours a night since November 2019.
Life doesn't even feel real anymore.
I fucking hate wagecucking so goddamn much.
I started feeling numb to reality in June 2020 while in the forest.
I have almost 2700 hours sleep debt.
Even if I went NEET now I would never undo the brain damage I've done.
I also have tinnitus from 6000 Horus exposure to 70dB hissing air.
I can't get a bonrr anymore hardly. I fap limp.
No FAP when I was a NEET was difficult and after a month I could feel my balls bulging with cum.
NoFap while wagecucking and sleeping badly? Took me 20 minutes to cum after a month of not fapping.
Now I have a gf and I can't even get hard for her.
I wonder if she'll dump me soon.
I miss my old life
I miss feeling things
I miss remembering things
I miss having creativity
I miss when reality felt real
All for 49k a year and 8000 hours in a bleak linoleum Gehenna that sucked all sense of life from me.
