>>18557336For a while now, just not a big fan.
>>18557338Very unhappy with how my life has gone, what futures look like, how the same problems come back due to my personality and I never seem to be able to fix myself, a number of things. Broadly I think something good could happen and it is probably possible to "turn things around" but the odds of me doing that after failing time after time are low. I've tried and failed to do everything I wanted to in short and while I could try again until I die that seems so horrible I'd rather check out now.
>>18557364>alternatively, the thought of me dying regardless of my life choices also has the same effectdo you mean the thought of an afterlife or the thought of further opportunities in life has kept you from killing yourself?
>>18557470Moslty the answer I gave to Canadanon above
