I have gone batshit insane. I have bipolar, schizophrenia, insomnia, anxiety, depression, psychosis, PTSD, OCD, ADHD, Aspersers', and drug dependency. I have come close to murder a couple times. Been thrown in the looney bin 6 times. Been on more meds than I can count and none help. Tried AA, NA, and CA, but didn't like the repetitive readings or religious undertones. Tried cognitive behavioral therapy and working with addictions counselors and social workers, but nothing helps. Is there any hope for someone this fucked?