My psyche is so destroyed from years of hypocrisy and lying and perversion I lost my moral compass and than I lost my will to live and than my reason for caring about this reality I dont want anything anymore I dont even know what I want I dont care about anything or anyone not even myself I want to break free from my flesh vessel and reunify my consciousness with the void. Im so far from who I was 2 years ago and became everything I ever hated. The scars I put on my mind will never go away.
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