Just wanted to share my Reddit tale they banned me. Some might call me a fool, others might relate. I spent a full $10,000 on an OnlyFans model, and it felt good...until it didn’t.

I started off small. Dipped my toes into the world of virtual companionship. I found her; she was beautiful, charismatic, and for a price, all mine. Slowly but surely, I veered off the path of careful spending into the abyss of extravagance. It started as just a few exclusive streams, and then more personal content.

The money? I didn't care. The high of feeling wanted was intoxicating. The thrill of seeing that little heart pop up as she acknowledged and responded to my messages? There's nothing quite like it. But, as with all highs, reality eventually came crashing in.

One day, she posted, sharing with all her followers that she was retiring. It was a gut-punch. I was already in deep, $10,000 deep to be exact. I felt a blend of shock, denial, and a vast, gaping loneliness. Make no mistakes - I understood this was a business. But the illusion of intimacy made it feel so real. The retirement announcement shattered that illusion into a million pieces.

I sit here now, alone again. The temporary mirage of "companionship" dissolved, and all I'm left with is an emptier bank account and a profound sense of loss. I don’t want anyone else to fall into this illusion - It isn’t worth it.

Always remember - on the other side of the screen, it's a transaction. Keep your wits about you, the way they keep their business sense about them. Don't let temporary companionship deplete you, both financially and emotionally.

The price of this lesson? A cool $10,000. From here onwards, I forge a new path, looking for genuine connections and a sense of reality. I'll always remember her - a costly lesson, indeed.

Does anyone else here relate to this hell of a ride? God, I wish there was a support group for us.