The gay phase really was just a phase. My mind embraced it and then built up a complete immunity to it. Dicks disgust me even more than before and now I can only get off to boobs and fantasize about fondling boobs. I just want boobs and nothing but boobs now. Even the word boob makes me horny. All my fetishes are gone. My brain has completely reset to vanilla. I just want the boobs. Not even werewolves and vampires make me horny anymore. I just want jiggly human boobies. But.... the way I feel about it is weird. I feel...... guilty like I'm a bad person for not confirming to jewish gay brainwashing and being straight is a sin. Why does society control what feels moral? Doesn't fags being gods like society says go against human instinct? Why does betraying the animal part of me feel moral?