lost my national ID card
forced to go off of sleeping pills
cicada rhythm got fucked
my body is awake for all night but my brain never wakes up
a day feels like an hour
ive been this way for 2 months
no worry comes to my mind despite not paying rent and getting sued by bank for missing debt payments
it took me a week to read a paper with just 10 pages
its like my brain is now pentium
cant even play vydia at all
its all slow
no depression
i better pay for electicity and turn the lights on but artificial lights somehow make me feel clinically sad so i dont wanna
i have a work due week later but im too apathetic to care about it
i know i better but i vill never expeirment with stims again cuz like
and i dont have money
anyway why does every my former female high school mate now have onlyfans and work at a maid cafe
its like you were too innocent to be a whore
and you were not even dumb
satans are everywhere
theres no other explanation for modern architectures looking so ugly
theyre doing it on purpose to demoralize the public
how do i wake up
a thing i learned in life is that competent men who are chill and not insecure are so rare
and i gotta befriend him at all costs when i spot it
usually a man is either incompetent or insecure
those people just drag my life down
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