went out jogging again (in a different park because of the incident yesterday) after the session I sat on a bench there was this extremely cute petite, nerdy-looking girl doing yoga with her classmates I was so attracted by her sheer beauty I ended up staring at her endlessly when she finally caught my gaze her smile is suddenly gone. then she whispered something to the classmate next to her and pointed at me

I was so fucking scared and devastated I immediately ran to the parking lot to get my bicycle and go home
why is the world so cruel and hopeless