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I had dinner today, with my family. A little get-together. I had been busy for so long, it was nice to see them. Probably been 2 or 3 months.
Anyway, so I'm sitting at the table, and my father was talking to me about something he wanted some help with, and I gave him some questions, so that I could better inspect the issue. The questions I gave him got more and more specific, down to the very last detail, and then I fixed his problem.
He looked at me like I was fucking crazy, and was like, "You're very... you have a very technical way of thinking."
He lingered on the word technical.
I replied, "thanks dad, you're an autist, too."
I was kidding.
But what bothered me so much was what he said back. He didn't dismiss it, or joke back. He just... acknowledged it.
Damn it bros, I think I caught the 'tism.
Or had it the whole time. I always felt 'normal' though, so it's kinda bothering me, but looking back at my own thought process and analyzing it, and then comparing it to someone else's, it's completely fucking different, in the weirdest ways.
Anyway, that's my excuse today.
I love Loona because I'm probably autistic.
