>>1869616My parents arent supporting me, i get neetbux
>I want to be able to contribute to societyI get this, and its a good mindset. But im in a position where i cant, for now. And i hate to word it like this, but i get shamed for it, remember i talked about judgement from mortals? Why do i care about this judgement? I should objectively be happy, i get paid to not do shit but normies shit one me for it and it makes me feel bad. And my rational self knows its retarded to get butthurt over this, but i do and it ruins my day to day mood and wellbeing.
I wish i could just mindfuck myself into not giving a shit.