>>18701154you indeed did make many decisions that involved others, but sadly due to outside circumstances you and those other people were hurt badly, and instead of bravely fixing it, you gave yourself up and let it absorp you, seeking self harm(whether physical or psychological) in order to think "yep, i paid for my crimes..yet i did not", when others misunderstand, you barely bother to clarify, be brave! prove your position! attempt to fix! be honest more with others, and next time, make the buildings stronger! to fight any earthquake!
>>18701163interesting! you see, you had a turning point, a big one, and it led to you probably even posting here, the paths this turning point offered were very wide you have seen all kind of peoples! all kinds of environments! but where were you in these places? with these peoples? you are coping under your current situation right now, other times you admire it, and some ither times you wish you did not exist at all, your mind cannot make clear decisions anymore, you are too clueless to what is happening around you, and decided to mostly observe and listen, fepite your important position! scared of a dangerous future? hopeful of a better one? or do you seek something higher than happiness and sadness? it could be too late, it could be not, it is up for you to decide! clear your thoughts, you can do it! and research concepts that are common, yet your opinion about them is vague!
