Its a question that has occupied many nights the last few years for myself.
All logic to be points me at there isn't that we are no different than the bugs we walk on and the animals we eat, it is only a egotistical idea that we are more "special than them"

Secondly, How am I supposed to believe in any God of the popular religions. They are full of nothing but mans influence from the start. There is no true communication with these "Gods" through other people, you cannot trust them.

Thirdly, There have been no cool magical events like the past, everything that happens these days has some easy explanation and can be replicated or even predicted.

But even with all that, I still feel it. A feeling in my core that all but screams at me to do the right thing. to be productive, to help my fellow men despite their racial differences. that Holy goal of us pushing towards the stars together.

Additionally I can see the logic of never seeing a higher being to prove there is a "heaven" or "hell" beause you should not need a carrot nor stick to be a truly good person, you should do good on your own will.

It leaves me on this horrible fence.
I just wish that the good higher beings would contact me and explain to me my purpose as deep down i desire to be lead than lead.

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