but, its not all sad and gloomy
recently I've taken interested in beautifying myself.
>>18822615 #this rebuke causes me to strengthen my resolve on pursuing becoming beautiful
yesterday I've said about my imaginary mideast faction on the m2tw about them being Beautiful, clean, and hygienic elf peoplerino. While various christian and pagan outsider enemies are ugly filthy orcs, beastmen, and barbarians
are not the jews, which are a cursed people who have earned the wrath of Allah, a repulsive ugly looking group people?
>>18822615and I've come to the conclusion that also playing a fantasy mod like BoTET or elder scrolls or having similar fictional fantasies is haram and I should keep them furthest away from me
instead its preferable to imagine good things (al-ma'ruf)
everything bad (al-munkar) that pops into my mind is from satan and I should ignore it and not think deeply on it
