>>18824916I will continue to bully you for being a pole fancier. I know you were trying to become straighter and like girls. What are you gonna do about your bf when you get a gf?
It sounds like you're struggling but still progressing. The more work you do for yourself the more of a payoff you'll have in the end. Everyone is going to think you're autistic and so what if you are. You're brilliant but uninspired. You'll make it soon enough.
Why drop out again?