>>18826429>>443117851>is it normal to hate a merciless passionless frigid person ?yes.
but its not normal to not abandon them and find yourself some better.
btw if you read my other post i already showed that your wife seems basically your mother incarnate, so your brainwashing came from your mother.
alot of objective, fearless analyzing you gotta do here, and it won't be pretty what you'll find, but as always : the truth and only the truth can set you free, so look it in the eyes, but fear not, despear not, but trust. You will be rewarded in the end by sticking to truth and going that path to freedom, out of that swamp of lies, deception, selfdelusion, and that female spiderweb of manipulation.
Additional reward in the end : You will finally undersrand some words of wisdom, but for the first time truely, but completely different from before, when you basically just heard and repeated them ... a new level and depth of understanding.
i'm sure there is something in christianity about the only the godhonest truth with everything in live can lead you to heaven or something. i'd bet top dollar the is!