yawn i've wokeup

i've entered rut

I've rediscovered that imaginary maidservant can be considered a makruh practice.

I do not have the intention to commit illegal sexual intercourse, neither do I seek it out nor do I plan on having it. And I do not plan on accepting an invitation to illegal sexual intercourse if it were to be offered to me

I only have an imaginary maidservant to avoid losing patience and because my body has a right over me. Just like how I need to drink, eat, sleep, urinate/defecate, and set aside time for leisure.