I think my femdom fetish comes from the fact that in elementary school, there was this girl who was extremely forceful with me and called me her boyfriend. She would hold me by the hand and take me around the playground. If I tried to leave, she would chase me down. If I tried to hide, she would find me. I spent a lot of time with her. I remember I went to her birthday and I was the only boy. She left the school district in the second grade, I wonder if I would still be dating her if she never left. She would also mess with me sometimes. There was also this point in recess where I was getting bullied for a couple of weeks and a really smart girl defended me from getting bullied, and then the bullies went away. In middle school there was this group of girls who teased me in a flirtatious manner. They were dominant and I was submissive. Eventually they kept pressuring me to ask out one of their fat friends but I didn't want to so I said no and then they left me alone.

The women who have been drawn to me have always been mentally stronger than me. I like being bossed around by women.

Ugh I want a random hot woman to walk up and slap my ass in public so bad. I want her to shove her hand in my pants and crush my dick.
I want a girl that is taller and stronger than me, but I am a huge person so the chances of that are almost zero percent.